Matters Of The Heart - Tia D.

Another glimpse of Tia D's heart!  As always, thank you, Tia!  I appreciate you.

Matters of the Heart

Some things are never clear

until the crystal breaks

Sometimes you never know

until it's all too late

Yet here I am afraid to move

and just as scared to not

A catch 22 with lessons learned

and wisdom being taught.

None of which I've asked for

as easy they are not

and in the most unpleasant way

much pain at times they've brought

Once again I’ve jumped heart first

And left my head behind

So afraid to miss this “chance”

That I became so blind

Ignoring flags and past mistakes

Again the roles confused

I left my heart wide open

Emotions, thoughts diffused

Here I am my heart wide open

Emotions gone astray

Denial fails me yet again

These thoughts won’t go away.

God, please guard my heart and mind

For I can’t find a way

Free me from all false control

Lord, that is what I pray!

7/8/2011